How ? :(

How well do you know me?

For all you see are these words,

arranged in this order, in this way.

They are easily destroyed, burnt down.

You only see what I want you to see,

the side of me that I wish to show.

There is not much more, really,

not much left of me at all.

That man is long gone,

only a hollow remains.

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Cinta Kita - Teuku Wisnu dan Shireen Sungkar Lyrics (HQ)

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Who taught it could be like this..

In all honesty, I do not wish to lose you

I still love you

and when u no longer need me

this is where it ends

till we are back together again

do you remember me

when I was with you

when I was in your heart

I remember you when you were with me

accompanying me to fill my time

and accompanying my heart

In all sincerity, I do not want to lose you

I love you dearly

I don’t know why this separation has to happen

and may we be together again

Love tastes so sweet when being with you

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Thank you so much dear ^^

I’m sorry for a lot of things, but most of all that I never got a chance to tell you that no matter what happens next, I’ll never be anything but grateful for every moment I spent with you. And even though I keep fumbling for the right words, all I really wanted to say was 
THANK YOU :) ...

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WE ARE ASSY ! :D

we are assy ! hehehehehe.

formation of siblingsssssss

its ONE HEART PHOTOGRAPHY. :)

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Maybe i'm not here..but

“I may not always be with you but I’ll always be thinking of you.”

Take care,okey ! :)

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I'm still waiting. :')

“ It’s not that I miss you. I just, for some reason,

keep thinking you’re going to walk through that door and

tell me that you miss me and you want me and can’t imagine your

life without me. I keep thinking you need me and you’re randomly

going to call me, IM me, or text me. I keep waiting for the moment

you’re going to give up and tell me all this, then I realize why you

haven’t done it yet because none of it’s true.

 You’ve moved on now,

and you’re happy. Without me. ”

And I pray that you’re ok.

That it’s okay.

I pray all the parts of you that I remember are still there.

I pray that you’re happy even if it’s not with me

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Its not that way..

“ It’s not that don’t I believe that everything happens for a reason. I just think some things are meant to be broken, imperfect, chaotic. It’s the universe’s way of providing contrast, you know? There have to be a few holes in the road. That’s how life is. If everything was smooth perfect, you’d get too used to that, you know? You have to have a little disorganization now and then. Otherwise, you’ll never really enjoy it when things go right. ”

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Raye 2o12 terlampau ! ^^

Dah 2o tahun aku raye kat MELAKE. ! :)

Tapi tetap meriah macam dulu.

Walaup ade yang takde lagi..

Tapi kami tetap mengingati dan mendoakan ! ^^ 

Dan kami SAKAN bergambar.

Same tak iye je sume. :))

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If she does..

“ If she misses you, she’ll call just to hear your voice.

If she wants you, she’ll say it. And if she cares, she’ll show it.

If she has a thought about you, it will come out of her mouth.

If you are on her mind non-stop, she will do anything

she can just to see you. If she truly likes you, she won’t

let get anything in the way and fight back just to keep

you in her arms.

 If not, she can’t be worth your

time because you’re obviously not worth hers. ”

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Hopeless

“ No one is afraid of heights, they are afraid of the fall.

No one is afraid to play, they are afraid to lose.

No one is afraid of the dark, they are afraid of what’s in it;

No one is afraid to say “I love you”,

they are afraid of the response. ”

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Me? Happy.

Sometimes i felt that my life was awesome.

You know why? I can't answer. Cause I didn't knew it too. 

Haha.

But today, I got 3 superb happy news..

1st, I got texts from one of my sisters in K75..

She will have an engagement ceremony this coming 25th .

Its surely suprising me. But still happy because she make the dream come true at last.

I knew her well. and congrates to the man,you did love her. Then both of you will be happy.

2nd,I call my mom and tell her that i miss her so much. ! And she just calm me down then say " its oke.another few days,you willll be here. and i m here always for you.'' 

Hehe. Excited. Hope mum give me duit raye like before.

3rd, I got my abang back! Haha. The full story? Its a secret ^^ ..

But alhamdulillah he is alright then. And Allah give me another day to have him again.

After feel like loosing for few days. Miss him actually. :) Thanks to Allah for take a good care of him. 

Im sorry for all my mistakes. 

Three of you was precious for me.

Please, Allah, I beg you for taking a good care of them.

Ameen.

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Just can't.

Its too late

“ See, you know you have me, but I can’t say the same for you.

I don’t know if I have you, or if I ever will. That’s what breaks

me trully. I can’t spend my entire life waiting for you to decide

what you want, or if you think we’ll make it. I just can’t. ”

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Pretending is more painful. Actually

Appreciate there who are always with you. :)

Of course haa. Other than kite asyik engat orang yang tak engat kite.

Lets spend time together with friends.

Thats more precious. 

Kadang kadang betul kate orang,mereka tak kan hargai sehingga suatu tu hilang..

Just because of die tahu yang kite tak pape n tak kemane.

They take us for granted.

Sedih kan? Sangat lah. 

Sabar kan lah hati ni Ya Allah.

But after all this happened,still nak doa yang terbaek. Tuk mereka. 

Even kite tak tahu pun diorang ade pikir tak tuk kite walaupun sepintas lalu..

Fuhh. :') Sedihnye..

So what we are now ? Just pretending to be Happy. 

May Allah bless us.Ameen. 

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Life is far too SHORT for sadness.Chill^^

“ Everyone’s heartbroken nowadays, but I mean, we all just gotta move on.

What’s the point of reminiscing 

when you know the person is no longer worth while;

when they’re no longer who they used to be? When their

heart is somewhere else? Do you think they still care for you, 

still sit there thinking about you? 

Because frankly, they don’t. ”

Accept that they are forgetting you,Azura. !!

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You !

You know what? 

You are the one of my precious person in my life.

You brought me smile.

You make me laugh. 

You comfort me with your cares.

You be my good listener.totally..

You hear all my stupid bedtime stories..

Indeed,you always with me through laugh n tears. I guess.

You are the one who taught me about love to Allah.

I make yourself as my idol.

I pray for you always. Each time i think about you. 

Either you okay or not..

I care always and always.

I knew that i am quite talkative.

Always ask that , ask this. I knew that.

Right huh?

But honestly,its because I care. 

Thats all.

Not more than that. 

And I miss the old one..

I wish we can be like before.

But i didn't force anyone.

You have your life,I have mine.

If can't,then i let you go.

Always remember, Im here. 

Always be here for you.

InsyaAllah. :)

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PPP :)

Penolong Pegawai Perubatan Gred: U29, U32, U36, U41/42, U44, U48, U52, U54 Kumpulan: Pengurusan dan Profesional, Sokongan (Skim Perkhidmatan Bersepadu) Kem./Jab.: Perkhidmatan Perubatan dan Kesihatan Jadual Gaji: GRED PERINGKAT GAJI MINIMUM GAJI MAKSIMUM KADAR KENAIKAN GAJI TAHUNAN U29 P1 P2 P3 RM1,311.58 RM1,391.91 RM1,475.66 RM3,599.85 RM3,851.11 RM4,073.20 RM145.00 U32 P1 P2 RM2,214.00 RM2,378.07 RM4,286.71 RM4,713.91 RM155.00 U36 P1 P2 RM3,454.82 RM3,695.80 RM5,289.31 RM5,829.36 RM180.00 U41 P1 P2 P3 RM2,259.08 RM2,367.58 RM2,480.79 RM5,562.91 RM5,900.80 RM6,234.25 RM225.00 U42 P1 P2 RM2,259.08 RM2,480.79 RM5,562.91 RM6,234.25 RM225.00 U44 P1 P2 RM3,422.66 RM3,795.31 RM5,921.26 RM6,518.66 RM250.00 U48 P1 P2 RM5,007.64 RM5,504.51 RM6,917.62 RM7,546.59 RM270.00 U52 P1 P2 RM5,641.31 RM6,175.92 RM7,571.29 RM8,238.00 RM290.00 U54 P1 P2 RM5,941.64 RM6,466.82 RM8,052.61 RM8,757.04 RM320.00

Syarat Lantikan: Calon bagi lantikan hendaklah memiliki kelayakan seperti berikut : LANTIKAN KE GRED U29 (a) (i) Diploma Pembantu Perubatan daripada Kolej Pembantu Perubatan Kementerian Kesihatan Malaysia yang diiktiraf oleh kerajaan atau kelayakan yang diiktiraf setaraf dengannya serta telah berdaftar dengan Lembaga Pembantu Perubatan Malaysia. GRED U29 [ Gaji Permulaan P1 : RM1,687.59 ] LANTIKAN KE GRED U41 (a) (i) ijazah sarjana muda kepujian dalam bidang berkaitan yang diiktiraf oleh kerajaan daripada institusi-institusi pengajian tinggi tempatan atau kelayakan yang diiktiraf setaraf dengannya serta telah berdaftar dengan Lembaga Pembantu Perubatan Malaysia. GRED U41 [ Gaji Permulaan P1 : RM2,259.08 ]

Deskripsi Tugas : Penolong Pegawai Perubatan Gred U29 1. Peranan Primer 1.1 Penjagaan Perubatan Primer i. Memeriksa, mendiagnosis dan merawat penyakit yang ringan. ii. Memberikan pendidikan kesihatan berkaitan kepada individu, kumpulan dan masyarakat. iii. Mendispens, memesan dan menyimpan ubat-ubatan. iv. Membantu dalam program latihan paramedikal dan auksiliari kakitangan di bawah seliaannya. v. Menyimpan semua rekod yang berkaitan dengan pendaftaran, penjagaan pesakit dan kematian. 1.2 Penjagaan Kemalangan dan Kecemasan i. Memberi rawatan awal dan segera serta sokongan bagi semua kes kecemasan dan merujukkan kes-kes berkenaan untuk pengendalian selanjutnya kepada Pegawai Perubatan. ii. Sebagai Ketua Pasukan Ambulan dan memberi rawatan kecemasan mengikut protokol yang telah ditetapkan. 1.3 Pentadbiran i. Tugas-tugas penyeliaan kakitangan di bawah jagaannya serta memeriksa dan menyimpan alat pemulihan dan bekalan perubatan di Jabatan Pesakit Luar, Jabatan Kemalangan dan Kecemasan serta Ambulan. ii. Menguruskan bilik mayat dan pemeriksaan bedah siasat mayat di hospital. 2. Peranan Khusus 2.1 Penjagaan khusus di Unit-unit Khas dan wad-wad seperti Unit Ortopedik, Psikiatrik, Kardiologi dan lain-lain. 2.2 Menjalankan tugas-tugas pentadbiran dan mengendalikan latihan di jabatan atau program tertentu.

Penolong Pegawai Perubatan Gred U41 Memberi perkhidmatan kesihatan kepada masyarakat dari aspek kuratif, pencegahan, promosi dan pemulihan dalam sistem perkhidmatan kesihatan di Malaysia. Memberi rawatan kuratif, pencegahan serta perkhidmatan bantuan kecemasan di Pusat-pusat Kesihatan termasuk Dispensari Statik dan Bergerak, Jabatan Pesakit Luar dan Jabatan Kemalangan dan Kecemasan. Memberi rawatan awal dan segera serta sokongan bagi semua kes kecemasan dan merujukkan kes-kes berkenaan untuk pengendalian selanjutnya kepada pegawai perubatan.

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You did ! :')

We've gone through so much, yet now we don't talk, it feels like a part of it missing. 

I still care, I'm just done showing it.

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I can't be yours..

I would have loved you, if I could.

I would have given everything to you;

my thoughts, my heart, and my reason would have all been yours.

If I had loved you, there wouldn’t be a doubt in my mind,

there wouldn’t be a moment’s hesitation, 

when I uttered the words, “I am yours.”

But it’s impossible, 

I have nothing to give you,

I have nothing of value.

My mind has grown empty, my words meaningless,

and because of that,

my love cannot be yours.

Can't be yours. :)

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I'm long gone..

I don’t know if you notice anything different

It’s getting dark and it’s getting cold and the nights are getting long

And I don’t know if you even notice at all

That I’m long gone

I'm no longer yours. 

Since you left me that day..

Now i'm the new one..

I smile everyday..

I laugh through all I ever had.

Then I'll be okay..

You either right?

You lied to me.

I didn't know if you noticed that..

Just believe..I'm gone. 

Take a good care of yourself.

I'm no longer here. :)

# Please,i do have my own life. My own destiny. I have my family. I have my beloved friends..

I have my brothers. I have Allah s.w.t.. They are my life now. i couldn't live without them. 

Please. Don't force me anymore. I pray for your happiness. 

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